I don't see the point of blogging
Saturday :
Went out with E, the usual him & me, the total distance we walked, 10km. See, we need a car. Pray, I pass my driving! Town, Raffles place, Peninsula plaza. Damn we walked 1/3 of Singapore. ok, gotta highlight this point. I bump into a M in Raffles' place. First impression, she seemed thrilled to see me, we talked for a few secs? then I told her we're heading basement to get food, are you alone? 'waiting for a friend'. 20mins later, E asked me to text her. E was fascinated by her when eyes met. -.- So I did, asking if she have met her friend? She replied FAST, saying nope. Then after a few msges later, she called when I haven't even reply her last msg. She beat around the bush asking if I could acc her friend & at 7pm she'll be off to meet her friend. At that time, I didn't know what to do?! E wasn't by my side at that moment, so I casually said ok, after we're done eating? MORAL OF THE STORY. We didn't meet M up, and she sounded angry. Is it my fault? ): Felt so bad.

Sunday, had the lam family chalet. BBQ; Kids running around like monkeys, adults talk about the kiasu-iest stuffs, teenagers (me) stone. Pictures will be uploaded soon! cause I feel if there's a whole chunk of words and no photos won't be that interesting.

before you read this :
(E is not my best friend, in fact he's just only a friend that I'd be closer to, after maybe not seeing my bunch of ex classmates for 2years? if you know what I mean. He just needs me when he needs a new pair of jeans or tee, or when something bloody big happened to him, PZ. Other than that, we don't talk much. And he never ask about what I'm really thinking. We seemed close. Honestly, that's on the surface dude.)

Actually, since the start of holidays I haven't been busy. I've been homely. I've been searching, for things to do. Constructive things of course. Wake up man! I'm sorry but sometimes, I realized I lost more than just a r/s. Initially, I thought I neglected my family due to some inevitable reasons, I need to spend more time with them. They have been a great support to me, but slowly I realized, Yes, I've gain my family bondings. On the other hand, I'm losing my life. It's not like my family ain't important. In fact, I'm gaining and losing another important part of my life. What I want. I seriously need a life, my life back. Friends, if I really were to not care, I'll constantly hold myself back, 'don't care, no longer matter cause they're nothing but acquaintance' Thats why I don't see the point of giving every single person this blog's url. At the same time, I don't see you people is worth it. If you're that kind that read this bloody blog cause you have no where else to surf. I'm telling you, save it. Save this time reading this paragraph full of words, and put it what you call good use, kpo-ying people's friendster profile. When a friend, whose just a phone call away needs you so bad.
I'm saying cause no one will never know, if you don't tell your friend. 'friend, help me. I'm falling' fuckers