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Jm was lazy & we skipped the idea of our workout plan -.- Made me wake up so early. So, went marketing with my mom. Picked up some aunty skills in being thrifty? Then over in the afternoon W came over, caused I 'promised' him for mango sago pamelo but still we didn't get to eat it. Cause of some last minute decision saying that the Lam family's coming over for dinner. Then went supermart again! steamboat! (I'm sorry). After marketing, change of location, my big aunt's pl. -.- tamade. Along with my cousins and some folks we came back with bags of raw fooooood, & it was just in time for the celebration over the teevee. Here's a short clip :


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There's a computer programming common test tomoros & I've yet to study for it. BEST. Think Hoi wai's gonna be my best friend again. For your info, Hoi wai scored 100/100 for com programming. Sometimes I just wonder if he's ever human.

Anyway, this is random. Sometimes I question is my family worth that time and sacrifice...? why do I feel like I'm missing something quite important in my life, and half of the time, I still try to ignore and chose to tell myself 'I'll come back to it, when I'm stronger' It doesn't help me a single bit unless if you call 'running away' helping. Like I know this particular thing is important to me, and have to get it solved in order to make me feel better. Yet, I chose to do not-urgent things like going over to my cousin's pl to slack where I can do it anytime. Like this matter now, which I want it the most, I chose to delay. p.s, I know my family is more important. But if someone understands or wants to care, I'm running.

sometimes, some lies are inevitable